Sunday, July 5, 2009
On 3rd July, both of us agreed with the sacrifise that we will make. Just for the sake of our two gerls. However, I felt something is not right. He went out with his ex-colleagues, that included guys and gals. Can I trust them? Is that his sacrifise that he made at this moment? How am I going to make my part of sacrifise? I don't see he really make any sacrifise. Yes, he will sacrifise the gerl that he in love, together his group but is he making another group of friends? Well, I think turst is the answer for this problem. Slowly, both of us had to make the trust to each other. He unwilling to let me go. He claimed he love me but I don't see he change like before. I don't think so we will like before. Either better or worse.
My part, I need to sacrifise of getting to know more friends. He just don't trust the people out there.He just want me to stay at home where as he going out updating himself out there. I'm not a person of staying indoors. This is not a threaten but if he want to go out with her group of friends, currently, I also need too. We suppose to date tomorow but before that I already make plans with my friends. I still going out with my friends. I'm so sorry but she have to wait like what he make me wait today.
We have to build this relationship again and now the construction of our dreams which had shattered, have to re-build. Times will answer for all of this.
Blogged @ 10:14 PM
