Friday, July 10, 2009
Back to square oneSo there goes my love life....another wasted amost 10 years married. Life have to move on and be strong. I admit, it will not be easy. He move on and he is strong. No point of looking back. Let him be happy of what he wish for. Whatever people want to call me, let them be. I earn myself a living, not the others. That what I learn from my holiday.
Before I went for my holiday, he can even change his profile to single. Well, I never blame him because he saw me move on 1st. That what he claimed. But what am I chasing over him when he dont even see it? It normal for a human being to see your bad side (its sound so wrong...hahaha). He can say anything, just to make my heart sink back. I really hard to say goodbye but I have to. When a person love you, really love you, really love the relationship, that person will not care what you are and that person willing to wait for it and sacrifise for everything. Well, need to discuss 1st right....
I dont want to give him a bad name. For those single gerl out there, he will cont dating after me. (Laugh) Funny, he promise me last time that he will not date with any other gerl even though our relationship did not make it. Well, promise meant to be broken. Now I have to move on. Doesnt mean Im now afraid to trust others, doesnt it stop there.
I admit, alot of investment have been wasted on him but he doesnt look to property. He is nice n handsome. Many gerls chasing after him, after this relationship. Dating for me? hehehe it been a long time I never date. So can I consider as virgin gerl? hahahaha. Depend to people out there to judge me. Life have to continue and not to enjoy. Think when you are in the grave, nobody will help you except yourself. be strong guys n gals.
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