10 month goes.. and finally its over... On 16 June 2009 as normal we went out, i still remeber wat he said' u jgn tinggal i" and i just smile only. The next day, he told me he wanna mit me again wen to gym, he only asked me to wake him up in the morning. I did wake him up, but he seem angry and shout and me,'I ngantuk la' Then he said Yumi masuk hospital.. He did call me at 1.30pm and said he's on the way to hospital to visit YUMI. He taking urgent leave. and half and hour later he call me again said that he taking train and went out. I had a feeling that he went out and mit a gerl frm tagged. I sms him, he just said out wif frenz. try to call but he ignore picking up my calls. I cant sleep waiting for him to call me..
The next day i call him at 12.30pm, he answered and said i on the way to werk. Wen i said wat time u go in. He said, Why u wan to know? I already had a Gerlfrenz. And I'm wondering Who am i? He always avoid me wen his pay day is in...
On Saturaday 20 June 2009, I asked him for cash to wen out, but he avoid me i sms him, call him and he said he very very busy... at last he transfered me only 20 dollar. And i dun know how should i survived. He told me that his pay not enough need to pay many things. Its hard for me to explain and it really hurt Tuhan je yg tahu.. It hard for me to forget everthing, but i deceide i choose to have happiness rather then have baddest.

Luckily i have Alin who have spend time with me till night at tampines. Thank you to my beeties ALIN. For make me strong..


Thank you for bringing the light in my life Raz

What had happen to my life??

Life.. how is my life now? I really don't understand Raz.. Kadang2 dia ok kadang2 dia tak okies... Haiz, I sendiri tak tahu apa nak buat sangat.. I'm trying to move on but he stop me.. I really cant move on..

*^^ Juz A Love Letter For my Love Raz*

I really sorry wat i had did.. and u should know that I dun mean it.. That is me, Sometime u have understand how i feel wen u scold me that. who can accept it, suddenly u *** me of without any reason. I know u dun mean it, but as gerl u should knw how i feel then.

If that is ur decision, i Cant said anything. I have to accept it no matter wat. And i will miss u so much.. Missing your touch and kisses tat u had given me everyday.. And i hope u too... once again, I'm sorry.

Please take care at people country.. At last ur dream come true to be a steward. And i happy for u too... goodbye my hubby.. see u soon!!

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Sad Story^^
Baby angry with me. He never called me, it juz a misunderstanding from his frenz telling sumethings weird about me... Baby I'm sorry, u know ritez i've have my own attitude.

"i aM wat is mine. peRsOnaLity is the original persOnaL prOpErty & i wiLl not retire whiLe i've stilL got my Legs and my make-up box .. I Juz Love you no matter wat they said bad about u... U should trust me rather then your frenz.. U know me well baby.. :-(

Today, Morning at 8.30am i wake up.. Mummy and i going to market to buy some stuff for prayer of my cousin sister 7days. Damn tired and the weather very hot*and the worst things, i bring the 3 jaybon nephew and niece.. After done, i wen home, my darling was at home waiting for me we planning to go to gym. We went gym at 11.30am. Lepas puas i went home rushing to get ready to work.. My baby too, both of us werking afternoon shift. he send me to werk after sending me, he straight go to werk.. haiz, its already 9.15pm, camy blogging till here coz im going to rush to my aunty house for the prayer.. Actually, wen i reached there its over but i juz came there and MAKAN only.. ahahahah... Okies, see u again.. Blogging over!!

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Went both of us combine.... Minah Rep and MAt rep... And that is our new hair style and look

Early morning at 7.30am, my baby call me juz to wish me good mOrning... But i continue sleeping and wake up at 10am and watch cerita lama siol "Anakku sazali" cool man.. After that i play with my little Nyali until she sleep.. Now im blgging.. It already 12.30pm.. Ohh no Camy, Its time to get ready to work... Okies blogging agin tomorrow.. I need to take a shower now.. da Da!!

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